who i am, where i am going.posted Jun 9th 2008, 5:28AM
Mood: Lonely
Music: CRADLE OF FILTH: Nymphetamine
well everyone. i am planning on possibly returning to the Sheezy Art scene. Thing is, it won't be at this location, known as the lexicon devil, nor will i be returning in this form. In order to explain, I must reveal a very deep secret of mine i've kept since i was a child. The truth is, ever since childhood, i've been what you would call a transgender. I was born as a male but i'm really more female, in every way. No, my long hair was not a result of that. That's just because I look best with it, as a guy, and it's just natural for guys to have long hair in my family. Anyways, I've kept crossdressing and gender dysphoria a secret practically my whole life, and I've decided i'm sick of keeping it a secret so much. I'm making a new account, and i will give it out at request, if people contact me asking for it and i feel i can trust them. If you'd like it, please contact me on here in private note. may take a bit to respond. i'll be checking every week or three. If my transgenderness wierds you out though, don't bother. I don't want any tension or drama. If you'd like to see new art by me, however, and are able to somewhat accept that i'm what i am, please, by all means, try to contact me, and i'll get you in touch with my new account. Thanks for all your support while i was on this account, and i plan on keeping things up on it even if i move anything over. So... with all this said and done, I go off to be reborn on a new account. I'll update things on my life on the new account, maybe. Depends on how i feel about them. Rawr.
Also, no, i'm not a transexual, i haven't had any surgery to change over. That is one expensive surgery, and i get paid slave wages for working myself to death (much like an actual slave) have fun, people. Hope to see most of you on the new account. If not, i understand...
heh, my favorite character is Haruko because she's so crazy and doesn't seem to care about anything but her goals
I just ended up feeling sorry for Mamimi, since she seemed to get hurt a lot and didn't allow herself to live in reality because of it...
well thankfully she moved on finally in the end, and got herself together, and used her love of/skills in photography to make something of life. So she turned out to be a lot stronger inside than she must have thought she was...
I was glad at the end of the series that she gain more then she thought she had though I wonder if Haruko had returned or maybe thats one question unanswered
well Hellsing's anime left a lot out that was in the manga. FLCL was an anime first, so they didn't leave anything out
and i didn't know hellsing had OAVs?!
well the manga was written after the show came out, and is just some wierd little side thing, and re-tells the story quite a bit differently. Probably won't be as good as the original show.
I think I've seen that manga the artwork took me by shock but It was nice and different but I do agree it looks like it will make things more confusing.
i don't think most people will be confused, it's just not as good as the original show, since it doesn't deal with the same issues and takes a LOT of things waaaay out of context from the original
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